the most difficult apprentice

there are no rules for us
attempting to keep control
only makes it worse
I walk in the mist of your dawn
trying to feel the ground under my feet
one misstep
and you banish me
to spend some time in your shadow
to watch, to think and to fight
for your addictive approval
oh Life
Iโ€™m your most difficult apprentice
with the sweat of my brow
and the rucksack full of mistakes
(not only mine)
I walk
infinitely searching for a better way
your beauty and mercy are irresistible
but your cruelty can kill
my mind knows the pain
my heart knows the love
please, give me any key
I want to become a master

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