trembling sometimes

Moving as I feel I should
makes me tremble sometimes
choosing to follow own path
and trusting inner knowing
is not for those who are scared…
and nevertheless
I tremble with fear sometimes

to relax and to welcome
every experience which comes
letting go of control
learning whatever there is to learn
I promised myself to do
as the only way I trust
but it doesn’t save me
from trembling sometimes

and though so many times heard:
the world is your mirror
what you send out comes back…
I learned it by heart
and repeat everyday
and yet
I tremble each time I don’t understand

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