I am

waking up was the easiest part
maybe I knew I was just dreaming
but then watching with my eyes open…
I’d rather close them
if I could
but I couldn’t

and notwithstanding
my brain curved somehow
and released endorphins
which dancing in my drugged by you cells
diminished the feeling of being pillaged

the hot chocolate massage I went for
injected me with serotonin
and dopamine just jumped in
somewhere in the meantime
while I was searching for oxytocin

and now I wonder what’s next
because somehow I’m full
not needy, not wanting…
In the stream of life I just flow
carried by the feeling that I am

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