In the search of togetherness
I gave myself up
shushed the thoughts behind my thoughts
and destroyed my picturesque wings
I disappeared
like a non-existing piece
of the outer world
choosing safety and love
I transformed
into the chameleon of the crowd
but the price was high
the consequences pilled up
and seeing that it was not me who they loved
I broke
to understand and to come into existence anew
snatching the air of freedom and self-love
I rose 


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